F Is For Freaking Out
I freak out regularly. Not at people. But quietly and consistently over every single aspect to do with being a writer. The crap I tell myself, you wouldn’t believe. That thing that Robert de Niro said at the Oscars that one time?
So true. Whoever writers the stuff actors say when presenting awards is pretty intuitive.
Challenging myself means taking chances. Taking a chance means I’m acknowledging an idea. And great idea will involve risk and stepping outside of my comfort zone. But what was it Fred Devito said? If it doesn’t challenge you, it doesn’t change you. That’s my writing mantra for this year.
I’m one of those human beings that is anxious a lot of the time. In varying degrees. All over the place. Across the board. I still mange to get things done. Even if some days it’s at a snail’s pace. I persist. I’m stubborn. I’m fragile. I fail. I try again. I learn something. I experiment. I conquer. I start all over again. Some of the steps of my daily dance.
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Do you welcome the fear? Dance with it even?
Excellent post!
Thanks Anita!
Great post. I think a little fear is always good for us, it’s that consist fear that may not be so good.
This is true, Mason! I’m a constant work in progress, like my writing.
That thing that de Niro said definitely came from a writer who’d been there. I’m always afraid I’m not good enough as a writer, that nobody is reading my stuff. I constantly try to challenge myself, to take chances. But am I taking enough chances, the right chances? Arrrrggghh!
So many questions, Jana! Thank goodness we’re all in it together and there’s people we can reach out for support and encouragement.